Here I go

Its starting again.

The excitement, the

adrenalin rush.

I know it is she,

With who I want to be.

She is the one

I have been looking for so long.

When she talks,

I don’t want her to stop.

And when she listens,

I can’t stop.

She makes me proud

To be what I am.

She is the reason

Why I still live.

I love her so much

I get scared.

I have still not let go

but I know she has.

 

How can it be love

When it hurts so much.

The endless wait,

And the constant pain.

Too Much of Anything

you can’t breathe when there is so much wind,

you can’t drink when there is so much water.

and you can’t live

when there are too many people.