Now for the spiritual journey

My life has always been a journey. Lessons learnt, new friends made and forgotten. The places I have seen have left a lasting impression on my soul. I was sure that one day, ill reach a place which will make me kneel and kiss the ground. That, it will make my heart sing and my mind clear. I know that if such a place exists, I will find it here, in India. Or somewhere very close to her.  I am still searching. And I don’t want to find it. I am not ready, Yet!

After all...

Happiness is not Impossible,

All People are not dead inside,

And there are still a few places

Left on my earth.

Finally.....

There are days when you want to cry,

because you are so happy.

There are times when you are stupefied,

On seeing a smile back at you.

 

The moment  you feel that You

Can’t be stopped,

You stop looking.

The day when You

Want nothing,

You stop running.

The time when You relax,

And there is so much peace inside,

You know that You have

Arrived.

Today is the beginning of the rest of my life

Birthdays have never excited me. I dont thing that they are a reason to celibrate or to brood. It really is just another day. So is New Year or Christmas or any other festival which call for celebration. Do we really need a reason to celebrate? When we have every day of our lives to live. Why get stuck in  a routine? A mind numbing, soul wrenching activity which suppresses your thoughts, your lives and your emotions? Get it out. Learn to let go. Of the junk that is in your room, that is in your mind and in your lives. The people you dont want, but hold on to because you are afraid you will get lonely. The job that you dont need that stops you from following your dreams.

Die or start lliving. NOW! 

Slipstream Ent - For the guys!

Sound of the ocean

Innocence in a laugh

The feel of the breeze

and emotion of music.

take you higher

than the deepest ocean.

Gets you cold

as fire can be.

Makes you cry

like a happy lunatic.

Soothing, calming, disturbing

It makes you leave,

the straitjacket.

Why bother...

stop screaming.

No one is listening,

not even you!

Now To Death

Life is too short

To love or to fight.

Just do your bit

And leave.

stul.ti.fy

This is the moment,

the time when you evolve.

The split second decision

to stop being.

There is a reason it's called TrAnCe

coz it makes you feel alive

in the calmest, truest form.

No screaming metal

No abusive lyrics.

Just the music

Pure, unadulterated music.

Give me darkness

So that I could not be aware

Of all the things that can tie me.

So that, I may live and die

Happily, peacefully.

I hate the light,

Which makes me restless,

Makes me want to go

And never return.

I hate the knowledge,

And the pain of wisdom,

For I can’t handle it.

I would be happy,

If I could only be brain dead.

meet me halfway,

Please meet me halfway.

I can’t do this on my own.

Dreams

I stare in anguish

The pieces of my yesterday.

Just don’t know how

I can look into my eyes again.

They were fated to die

a slow painful Death.

Struggling to live,

never to be fulfilled.

With no hope for tomorrow

and no plans for today,

life's become a dreary river

and I just can’t swim.

Are You In For The Long Haul

when things are never

what you want.

where people are

horribly mean.

when all you get is

the cold hard truth,

That you cannot win.

And you die trying,

or the day you stop

trying.

There are certain days in your life when you think that you just not gonna make it. You want to shut yourself and hide from all those people who believe in you. You know that you don’t deserve their admiration and definitely not their envy. That you are the last person that anyone should be jealous of.

As you sit having wasted another day,

dreaming of the things you could have done, but dint.

The stupid arguments over irrelevant subjects,

you know it’s time to get up and go.

Its finally time to put the other foot in the grave,

that’s been beckoning ever since you stopped living. 

Life's so crazy.

Just when you think

You are down,

Another person’s story

Makes you thank God.

Here I go

Its starting again.

The excitement, the

adrenalin rush.

I know it is she,

With who I want to be.

She is the one

I have been looking for so long.

When she talks,

I don’t want her to stop.

And when she listens,

I can’t stop.

She makes me proud

To be what I am.

She is the reason

Why I still live.

I love her so much

I get scared.

I have still not let go

but I know she has.

 

How can it be love

When it hurts so much.

The endless wait,

And the constant pain.

Too Much of Anything

you can’t breathe when there is so much wind,

you can’t drink when there is so much water.

and you can’t live

when there are too many people.