stul.ti.fy

This is the moment,

the time when you evolve.

The split second decision

to stop being.

There is a reason it's called TrAnCe

coz it makes you feel alive

in the calmest, truest form.

No screaming metal

No abusive lyrics.

Just the music

Pure, unadulterated music.

Give me darkness

So that I could not be aware

Of all the things that can tie me.

So that, I may live and die

Happily, peacefully.

I hate the light,

Which makes me restless,

Makes me want to go

And never return.

I hate the knowledge,

And the pain of wisdom,

For I can’t handle it.

I would be happy,

If I could only be brain dead.

meet me halfway,

Please meet me halfway.

I can’t do this on my own.

Dreams

I stare in anguish

The pieces of my yesterday.

Just don’t know how

I can look into my eyes again.

They were fated to die

a slow painful Death.

Struggling to live,

never to be fulfilled.

With no hope for tomorrow

and no plans for today,

life's become a dreary river

and I just can’t swim.

Are You In For The Long Haul

when things are never

what you want.

where people are

horribly mean.

when all you get is

the cold hard truth,

That you cannot win.

And you die trying,

or the day you stop

trying.

There are certain days in your life when you think that you just not gonna make it. You want to shut yourself and hide from all those people who believe in you. You know that you don’t deserve their admiration and definitely not their envy. That you are the last person that anyone should be jealous of.

As you sit having wasted another day,

dreaming of the things you could have done, but dint.

The stupid arguments over irrelevant subjects,

you know it’s time to get up and go.

Its finally time to put the other foot in the grave,

that’s been beckoning ever since you stopped living. 

Life's so crazy.

Just when you think

You are down,

Another person’s story

Makes you thank God.

Here I go

Its starting again.

The excitement, the

adrenalin rush.

I know it is she,

With who I want to be.

She is the one

I have been looking for so long.

When she talks,

I don’t want her to stop.

And when she listens,

I can’t stop.

She makes me proud

To be what I am.

She is the reason

Why I still live.

I love her so much

I get scared.

I have still not let go

but I know she has.

 

How can it be love

When it hurts so much.

The endless wait,

And the constant pain.

Too Much of Anything

you can’t breathe when there is so much wind,

you can’t drink when there is so much water.

and you can’t live

when there are too many people.

Sigh...

Bikes, rum and the road,

you keep going, you don’t stop.

and just when you think

you are done, another beckons.

you stop, you stare,

you fight the urge to carry on.

you come back and sigh,

coz the wanderlust has got you.

Random

She's coming in here
So slow, a shiver down
your spine. Haunting eyes,
nubile steps Deadly smile.

She takes you down the road,
So beautiful, so peaceful.
You never knew when you slept
Hidden in her bosom,
Never to wake up again.

You think you are down…
And the world is against you
And then she holds your hand
And takes you down a song
And the sun shines again.

DisJointed

Piercing pain is all I want,
Reckless abandon is what I am.
Sand in my open eyes, I see the light,
As the cold runs down my spine.
I am alive, like I never was.

This is where we part our ways,
Beautiful stranger.
We had our share of good times
It’s now time for goodbye.
Mope not, for crying out loud.
We may never meet again
Good riddance.

You are not awesome
Not even close to being good.
So stop bullshitting yourself
coz it ain't gonna make a
million bucks. So shut up,
wake up, and go back
to your boring staid job.

I don't care what you say
So shut up.
I don't care what you do
So get lost.
I don't want you to console me
I am not broken, yet.
Just leave me alone,
And that's all you can do.

For Jo

Judge me, for I don’t care

What you think.

Hit me, as hard as you can for

I am not a coward.

And kiss my shoes,

Coz I aint gonna bite the dust.

Why we travel.

Not to explore places, but to explore ourselves.

To find new destinations and to give

Meaning to our life.

To search, seek, question and discover

The answer to the eternal question.

Why.Am.I.Here!

Being Broke!!!

There is something about being broke that never fails to amaze me. When you don’t have money, you are so normal. Brands don’t matter, neither does taste. Its all about survival and that’s what life is all about. Food and Travel!

You never know when and where your next meal comes from. You don’t care about where you crash or what you wear.

All that really matters is what you do, and who you are won’t get you anywhere.

So, what is more important?

     What you do

        Or

     Who you are

Sometimes I wish that....

Time would stand still…..

So that I could hold on to some fleeting

moments of life and love.

People would disappear…

So that I can be myself and learn

to be me when they are around.

The world would come to an end…

So that we can start afresh

And not bother about the dark past.

We could live and let live…

And trust others to take care of themselves

and them, us.